Like seriously, I see 3D max I feel like puking. & to think I have to face it for the years to come if I pursue this career. Oh my god. Okay, not if, I am pursuing this career of exhibition design. Not so much of interior. One thing I don't get is, why teach us google sketchup when they don't want us to use sketchup for assigments? ):
Have you ever look back in your life & regret moments that you had? Or the choices you made?
I, regretted not studying hard for O's. Even tho it didn't really affect my path, cos I went to Nafa. It's not the fact of not getting into poly made me regret it. It's the feeling I had after I knew I'm not going to poly. Or rather, rejected by poly. PFFFFFFT.
I remembered clearly what happened after that.
I went back to meet my friends @ school after I knew I can't get into any poly. Went back feeling very upset & in a very panick-y mood. What the f happens? Friends were just grumbling about their courses appointed to them. Oh well, some even came to me to ask to see my sms from MOE, cos they were curious as to how it is like. Oh wow. I didn't know that friends are that concerned about me *sarcasm intended*
Instead of consoling me, you are asking to see my sms? Imean come on, if you aren't that concerned about me, leave me alone, I will gladly wallow in self pity. But hey, looking @ me happily asking about the sms I received & laughing about it, fuck you man, where's your fucking manners. Right, I know, I deserved it for not studying as hard as you did, but yeah, thanks for rubbing it into my wound. Thanks alot. Now I know, with friends like you, who needs enemies?
Thank you to the kind people who are really concerned & send sms, msn, phonecalls and consolation to me. I really appreciate it, even tho it has been 2 long yrs.
Alright, don't ask me why Im thinking of this incident right now. I don't know too. Haha.
Thursday, March 25, 2010, 12:08 AM